This is inspired by a status my friend put about his life so yea Im copying that. Warning this is gonna be long. Name:Roger Scott Lanham Parents: Bio: Dawn Kennedy and Roger Lanham Step: Mike Kennedy and Annie Lanham I have 4 blood siblings and 3 step siblings a lot of in-laws I was born 11/20/95 in Sierra Vista, Arizona Growing up I was always a little strange. I was pretty much always happy and I didnt even know why. However being happy and a slightly bigger kid became the main source of bullying for me for most of my life. I learned to defend myself and shrug it off however stuff would build up and Id have my bad as every human being. When I had my bad days everyone made a big deal out of it and Ive always been a person who hated being the center of attention from a lot of people and I didnt want any glory or praise for my achievements, I have no clue why I just dont. My parents divorced when I was eight. I had a hard time that but I know everyone else was having a hard time with it as well so I was being strong. In 6th grade a counselor thought I may be autistic because I was always happy and still watched cartoons. Turns out I was just ADHD and after about a year I learned to keep it under control. Fast forward to Junior year. I was fully grown and people didnt bully me anymore because well the school knew who I was and actually started treating me better. There were the occasional assholes but they didnt bother me. I also made some really close friends. Lastly my senior year, aka the roughest year of my life, the year that broke me. It started in July with the passing of a close friend mix in me knowing I have to grow up this year a lot faster than I wanted . In November my step dad fell off of a ladder and that almost killed him but he lives with a brain injury now. Hes doinf a lot better but for whatever reason this incident hit me harder than anything . Probably because I was already emotionally strained. It hit me so hard that I contemplated suicide in December of 2013 I never tried because I always put others before me I just thought about how would feel afterward. I never saw a therapist because I never wanted too and I still dont. However to show my emotional improvement I have a job and a dream I am actively pursuing and with the great people in my life it helps. Ive also fallen head over heels for this special person who I hope Isnt mad at me at the time of typing . If I tag it means youve made a great impact on my life. I love you guys and gals a lot and will always be here for yall.
Posted on: Wed, 27 Aug 2014 06:09:29 +0000
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