This is late. Honeymoon is over. Raising hell, mad, calling me names, mad at the health care worker one minute and madder at me the next, and all because I left the house to get my hair done. So, one day. It lasted one day. At this point, I honestly dont know which is worse; me doing it all and being tired, or me getting help and catching hell every waking minute of the day. Well see how long this shit hangs on and then Ill re-evaluate the options. I hoped for better. Stupid me. Writing the novella. Has to be done by the end of the month. I saw a bumper sticker the other day that read LIFE SUCKS AND THEN YOU DIE. I need one of those. Yes, my heart is broken and my hope is gone. Yes Im riding this out for as long as I can. Ive said it many times and I believe it - Life isnt fair, but nobody said it was. I will, of course, get through this, but it will be with sad, ugly horrible memories. Theres nothing more to say. Whatever is happening in your life has happened since the beginning of time. Even though we are unique in that there has never been another person exactly like you, you are are not unique in your situation. There has, and always will be, birth, death, jubilation, sorrow, and rage, which is, in a way, something of a comfort to know that no matter how much technology has improved; the business of living has never changed.
Posted on: Tue, 15 Jul 2014 19:02:48 +0000
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