This is my last time on fb,so i have a few words to say. Kyle deen will always be my love,someone i care for and long for i only hope he reads this message and understands that i still love him dearly even though he wants us to wait, i cant. i need him to come now,here, with me?tycho smith is someone i care about deeply, i will never leave him,he stopped me from killing myself,hurting myself badly a couple of days ago, and i want him to never leave me, i want him to know i am always there for him. Angel... someone who had been in a bad state, i cant tell you what hes been in but all i can say is.. I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM!! :( chris is forever my friend, he always helped me. i have many other people i care about and love, its hard to believe they would be my friends, so im grateful to them and my luck of having them. i had been cutting myself because of my family who are complicated,friends at school who i feel, do not want me to be around them even guys who,still today call me horrible names, hurt me, treated me badly. yes! im a young age and need to be patient but im not. before i moved to australia i had been an outcast in highschool,joined smokers,bullies,sluts... all of which didnt care about me. I been bullied all my life until i came to ocean reef, i had HOPE. simran,elana and nikayla. people i always wanted to pleased. but i guess i cant control who can be my friend,these days i have to move place to place in high school tofind someone who will talk to me..... but who? im happy to know laura,polly and amy have been there to help me, i know they just pity me. who wouldnt? i know this is pointless..... writing this down and all... but i needed to speak out. i might be going to tafe early this year? because the school has given me little fortune of success in life. i dont EVER want to dissapoint my mom, she had a bad start to life when she was my age, she became pregnant and had to get married and forget her dreams,she said to me" i never want you to end up like me,someone who has limits" try everyday to make her proud! shes the one ofreasons im trying hard to make this,to make my life a success... i have pressure everyday, so please, understand that everyone has a story to tell. everyone needs to be loved and accepted.. everyone needs to stop and accept,just accept. thanks if you read this. i hope you accet and understand. ~Emily Alexandra Harries.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Jul 2013 13:52:59 +0000
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