This is what I keep repeating to myself and Im going to type it and maybe I will believe it...Hopefully... Ive had one very long panic attack... Many tears Ive shed.. I need to believe it and I need to keep working through life everyday..: I am beautiful. I am strong. I am independent. No one controls me, No one determines my fate, only I can decide that. Only I can make myself truly happy and all I need is to keep my chin up. To never let others push me down, to fight through the pains and all the doubts. Remember that I am my mothers daughter, she is a fighter and her DNA created me. I am a spiting image of her, she is the one person who I look up to most. No matter what shes made it through, seen her mistakes and kept changing her ways. I choose the path that I will walk down.. I choose who may affect me and who will not. I decide if closed doors is best for me. I decide who to let in and who to keep out..But I must keep my judgement and mind clear on who to keep out and who to hold dear. I dont need a man to make me happy, I can do it myself with the help of friends and family to keep me company. I dont need to be held, I dont need to be loved by a significant other. I am strong. I am independent. I am me. I am Alexandria Marie Jollie and I will stay strong no matter what life throws my way.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Feb 2014 11:06:38 +0000