This is why we are here John Fisher 4 times , and one night in the holding cell i died . woke up in the hospital . i just did that to spite the cops . my life was so worthless , i wanted to create paperwork for the police . I discovered , and yes , I was drunk off my ass , what all you really need is to just talk to somebody . Cop who busted me used to visit me and talk to me . He was a Marine who used to fly around in a chopper shooting people on oil platforms during desert storm . I think , and still do , that people think life is better on the other side . it doesnt matter if i take my life . a bunch of these guys are young . this month , the news said that more guys took their own lives in the 28th div , our national gaurd unit this year than were killed in afghanistan the year before . I also had a brother take his life on Valentines day . look , if you look at my life , I deserve to die . my big plan is to tie an industrial extension cord around my neck , put the car in gear , and toss the cord over a tree limb . my plan since 95 . Im still alive , because there is always hope . dont kill yourselves . a quote , which i regret , " all who need others are forever sad , all who are needed by others are forever shackled . i would have you put away this unhappiness , leave your chains , and wander with me through the kingdom of the great void "
Posted on: Sat, 22 Jun 2013 12:34:08 +0000
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