This isnt a confession... its a taste of reality for those who seek it. I never really understood what love was. Its unexplainable. Its vast and a lot of us dont understand it yet. Our whole lives, we would watch tv and see love stories on every network... It made us feel., needing. It was roughly the same for me. I always never made the first move. I made my admirers do it for me instead. Jeff, Joshua, Jerome, Julian, Jobey, John... They were the men I fooled. And doing just that, made me feel contempt. I got sick of myself and my disgusting habit... so i stopped. Then I met him. His smile was all i needed to see to complete my day. He had so much attraction to me. Hes smart, funny, cute, innocent... Faithful to his partner. Then the day came... They split. It was the perfect opportunity for me. But I didnt grasp it...I let it slip my hand. But I still had a chance I thought to myself. I confessed to him and he was casual about it. Then I invited him for lunch so I could make a proper confession. He agreed and I was so happy... But he never showed up... I already knew he wasnt into me... I just gave it a shot. But besides knowing that... Why did it hurt?... That question remains til now. I still dont have the right to cry for you... but I cry, still. I had my hopes up to much. And now Im facing the consequences. This was the feeling I never felt in such a long time... Hopelessness. Reality is an inconceivable truth we all have to face at the coming of age. -The Boy who cried wolf., CCIS, 2014
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 12:05:00 +0000
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