This morning started early at 7am after another night of no sleep bc every time I close my eyes and fall asleep I aspirate and wake up choking...so I spent the night in the recliner in our hotel room while James stayed awake and watched me sleep for a couple hours so I wouldnt continue to aspirate and not wake up. Prayers needed. Im in the WORST PAIN EVER, my body feels like every inch has been beaten with a baseball bat, I cant take this pain anymore...Im in a wheelchair bc I cant walk anymore from the swelling and the pain bc I cant bend my knees or ankles so James is playing speed racer with me in the wheel chair, Atleast he makes me laugh in horrible situations, he is so wonderful and takes THE BEST care of me, Im very blessed to have him and he is the main reason I keep fighting everyday so I get one more day with him and our fur babies!!! The new chemo has made my hair to start falling out, but the worst problem is the pain throughout my body in EVERY joint, every muscle, every inch of my body HURTS..It feels like I have the flu times a million, and most like I was just beaten to death bc the neuropathy pain, nerve pain, muscle pain, joint pain, tumor pain, cancer pain, chemo pain, hand and foot syndrome from chemo where the skin just splits and bleeds on my hands and feet, the swelling pain bc my skin is stretched to its limits and its ripping, and so much more.... Now Im trying to drink this awful barium contrast for my CT scans.. More update later. Please pray. Love you Stacy
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 15:58:26 +0000
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