This one might not make sense to most of you. Ill briefly explain. When my dad passed I would look at his picture and not recognise who it was (just the first month), I believe its because my emotional pain threshold couldnt handle recognising him and knowing he was gone forever. I knew it was my dad and remembered the memories, but couldnt recognise him, does that make sense? Even now when I think about it, I wonder if time has existed since he went, life seems surreal. Its a big difference to my family and I. We will just have to get used to. Since you died life isnt real for me, And now that youre gone I have not been free. I look at your picture and wonder who is that? This is my pain so great, because now we can never chat. It hurts so much when I know you wont come back, Happiness and ignorance now I lack. Many feelings Ive experienced since you went, Its just a process of grieving, Im supposed to vent. You are now always occupying my mind, I dream I go through the gates of heaven, and its you I find. I miss you so much, Im in physical pain, But this is death, it can never be tamed.
Posted on: Wed, 28 May 2014 14:15:15 +0000
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