This post really takes alot from me and unless your in my close circle of family/friends it may kind of be a shock to you but to others you may understand. I am currently seeking the help from a psychologist as of 8/8/2014 and I am being treated for clinical depression, anxiety disorders and possibility bipolar disorder. Asking for help is not a sign of weakness but an inner strength that I cannot explain. Alot of it is because of my leg/knee injury and the stress of not having the ability to be able to work doing what I love to do and not being able to take of my family the way I should. My mind and spirit may be fractured because I am dealing with lots of things that are beyond my control because of lawyers and doctors playing games with each other but I was able to seek treatment before it got real bad. I am still the same person I was before, just now I really need those that are closest too me to be supportive at this time and understanding. I may go all crazy one day and be really withdrawn the next but those are alot of the things Ive been dealing with like not being able to get out of bed some days because there was really nothing to look foward too. I really hope that with the help of family, friends and the medical professionals I am able to get better and move on with my life being first of all a son, brother, cousin, husband, father, grandfather, brother-in-law and friend that everyone will love again one day. If you are having problems or suspect that you are, please seek help before its too late like I did. There is not an easy way out, because suicide only hurts those around you who love you and doesnt solve the problem it only causes more.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 00:55:36 +0000
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