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This song tho :( Just an average girl She always wore a smile She was cheerful and happy for a short while Now shes older, things are getting colder Lifes not what she though, she wishes someone had told her She told you she was down, you let it slip by So from then on she kept it on the inside She told herself she was alright But she was telling white lies Cant you tell? Look at her dull eyes Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see She knew she was depressed, didnt want to admit it Didnt think she fit it, everyone seemed to miss it She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed She had no friends at school, all alone she sat And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake But no one cared enough to save her from this self hate Things were going down, never really up And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut She knew exactly what she had to do next Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild Look at me now, are you proud of your precious child? But she knew that her parents werent the ones to blame It was the world that should bow down its head in shame She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon Just dont think, itll all be over soon The chair fell down as she took her final breath Its all over, all gone, now shes greeting death Her Mum walks in, she falls down to the floor And now nothing can take back what she just saw The little girl that she raised is just hanging there Her bodys pale and her face is violently bare She sees the note and unfolds it with care All she does is stare, How can this be fair? She starts reading as the tears roll down her face Im sorry Mum but this world is just not my place Ive tried for so long to fix this and fit in Ive come to realise this worlds full of sin Theres nothing for me here, Im just a waste of space Ive got no reason to stay here with this awful race Its a disgrace, I was misplaced Born in the wrong time, and in the wrong place Its okay though, cause youll see me soon Youll know when your time has come, just look at the moon As it shines bright, throughout the night And remember everyones facing their own fight But I cant deal with the pain, Im not a fighter Youll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter So let the world know, that I died in vein Because the world around me, is the one to blame And I know in a year, youll forget Im gone Cause Im not really something to be dwelled on Thats what they use to tell me, all those kids at school So Im going by the law majority rules My presence on this earth is not needed any longer And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger Youre the best friend, that I ever had Such a shame I had to make you so very sad But just remember that you meant everything to me And to my heart, youre the only one that held the key Now its time to go, Im running out of space to write And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight Im watching over you, from the clouds above And sending down the purest and whitest dove To watch over you, and be my helpful eye So this is it world, goodbye.
Posted on: Sat, 05 Jul 2014 22:54:54 +0000

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