This status goes to 11. Heres some things you might not want to know about me.. 11. I was raised in the evangelical denominaiton of Church of God (penacostal)..in my life my family changed churches frequently: presbyterian, southern baptist, non-denomination, methodist, nazarene. 10. All of which led to me, upon reaching college (otterbein) studying and learning about various world religions deciding to revoke my life of faith and become Wiccan...for about 6 months until I decided it required to much bathing (ritual baths are legit). 9. after many of years of self discovery and reflection I decided i wasnt sure about anything and started calling myself agnostic until one night under the stars I realized how small we all are and was struck by the fact that we are all there is and settled on finally coming out as an Atheist...which makes me very conflicted about... 8. getting paid to sing in a church choir every sunday...sitting in church every week has resurfaced a lot of questions and issues I have about faith and the origin and meaning of life... 7. When I was in 2nd grade I had belspalsy which caused half my face to become paralyzed and required me to wear an eye patch over my left eye for several months. This led my classmates to tease me and call me french fry eye...to this day I have no reason what that meant or why they called me that, but it left me scarred for life. 6. Im pretty sure the first people to ever tease me and make me doubt my self esteem were my cousins. I love them now, but they caused me a lot of grief as a child. 5. I am simultaneously very proud of myself and my achievements but constantly in fear of failure and thusly Im contiuously caught in an inner dialouge of self-doubt and loathing. 4. In recent years my social anxiety has gotten so bad I find it difficult to leave my house for anything other than work. 3. I got my first tatto 2 years ago and in that time have gotten 5 more. 2. two years ago I was at the heavist I had ever been (282 pounds) I was pre-diabetic, high cholesterol...etc. I worked my butt off and lost 60 pounds. I lost and kept it off for almost a year and have in 8.5 months since gained it all back and more-as of this morning I weight 293 pounds. 1. I hate myself for constantly letting myself down and yet I feel powerless to do anything about it. I have all the tools and knowledge of what I need to do, but I am crippled by my inability to take action.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Nov 2013 19:10:36 +0000
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