This time last year I was on my way to yours, I remember stopping - TopicsExpress

This time last year I was on my way to yours, I remember stopping at the services and seeing that princess cup and Disney books with CDs, I couldnt resist I knew Jessica would love them. I watched you and Ryan make that amazing birthday cake for Jessicas 3rd birthday, even helped a little, Harry woke and spent some time with us in the kitchen whilst we made it too...I didnt realise just how precious those moments were, I didnt think about it being the last birthday preparations I would make with you for Jess. We got together for Jessicas birthday today, went to coconut island just like last year, Jessica had a lovely time she is coping so well considering her life was torn apart, but i couldnt help but notice that you were missing, theres always a space missing when we get together, its like youve just popped to the loo or something but you dont come back, your presence is greatly missed :-( Jess is the most beautiful and precious little girl Yvonne, just like you in every way, I miss you and Harry so much, I still think about you both all the time...wish you were here could really use a hug right now :-( just want to wake up and it all be a horrible nightmare xxxxxxxxxxxx