This time that I write has to be a thank you and a reminder to myself to constantly stay in the moment. I will not get stuck in the past. Life is to presious to waste time on things that you cant change. And stay positive and never give up. Mom and I had another early morning talk that was amazing. Well I talked and she wrote. We smiled, we cried, I finally told her what else has been on my mind and plate. Thought of a game plan moving foward, having our moment that needed to happen. Still in her final moments she is my mother and I love her dearly. She helps support my self worth and tells me Im better than that. If she could she would give me a swift kick in the ass but we know thats not going to happen. So I talked, she listened and overall it was the best thing that happened. We are so fourtanate to have these final moments. When we pure her on the tube and comfort care they said she might not be able to come out of the sedation and that could of been the last moment of communication. But my moms stubborn, and wasnt going to allow that. She was not done fighting. She has amazed every Dr. Every nurse and everything that is suppose to happen is happening. I am so thankful. We all know that that she isnt coming back from this but how we are getting these amazing days is gods plan because nothing else makes since. Thank you everybody for the Prayers they have been working. U have to see it to believed it. Thank you lord in these final days that you allowed us to communicate. Keep us all strong after and help me let go of the baggage I have been carrying for awhile and hold on to my moms spirit for life. Love you all and thank you.
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 14:41:12 +0000
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