This truly breaks my heart to leave you danny but I dont know what else to do anymore. I cant keep doing the same shit over and over again! Something has to change and nomatter how hard it is or how much its going to hurt me I need to do whats best for me so I can do whats best for my kids. When im by myself I can go to the stars and accomplish anything! But when I am with danny its a battle and u work against me then its the same old thing always other females and drama and I always believe that he love me but u can say it to me but why havnt u proved it yet becuz I think if u loved us u would stop putting your sefish needs and wants first and be a man already! And like always im driven to become this person that I hate and the crazy me makes bad decisions and I refuse to let the drama go and its not ok. I end up trying to hurt him back becuz he hurts me sooo much and its not ok and I have no exuse as well. I know im not the only one thats hurting and no matter what I do love each and every one of u girls. Its not ur fault and You all are important and im sorry If I made u feel u werent and your father does love u girls he is just sick and needs help. I cant help him becuz I am easily influenced and im not in my right mind as well. I guess I need help too in fact I who am I kidding I know I do. I miss the good times and I miss having a good relationship with Kyla Shay but being in this toxic relationship (yes brandie hamilton u were right) has turned it all against me and like I said all the female drama and little secrets (mollie darling) he has makes me crazy and stupid when I should have just ended it. Oh yeah I still have that message u sent to danny with the picture of ur ass telling him to keep it a secret about how u missed his !*@#...yeah I forward It to my phone from when I was in sacramento when max was having surgery! U know when danny brought u to his moms that night. Once again Its always the same bulshit and I cant do it anymore. All the selfish petty games im so done with oh and the lies! Untill u can get right on ur very own u will always do the same shit not to me anymore but to someone else. I make mistakes too and Im sorry for everything ive done to u as well and I never intended for things to go this way becuz I did have high hopes good intentions for us and I really do love you and I always will. im not blaming u for everything but I should have just ended it instead I kept it going believing it will change and get better. I love my babies with all my heart and I havnt been the best but I promise it will get better. Pray for me please :)
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 19:40:46 +0000
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