This year I learned more about myself than I have in several years before. It wasnt book knowledge or world politics. It was knowledge of self. Another phase. I learned why I struggled in my past and still struggle now. I am so much like the people who we tend to look down on, I just always had a way to get through the mud where others mighta got stuck. But I finally understood the mud I came from, the same mud I stand in today. And of course the mud that made you becomes the mud you make. Doesnt have to stay that way though. In fact the meaning of life appears to be all about becoming who you are meant to be. Ive been through a lot but I havent always liked the WAY Ive been. Lets just say i was born into some especially challenging mud. Im still not who i want to become. But i am who i am. Losing my better half has forced me to find that patient and merciful half within me...and im finding it... but its gonna be a long time coming. Just cant let it take too long! And Im glad Im writing again. Soon youll see me back on top of putting out new content again.
Posted on: Sat, 25 Oct 2014 20:18:20 +0000
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