Those of you who truly know me know that I try to be strong everyday! I dont care for crying and I really try to keep my temper down! But there are those moments when my strong walls come crashing down! Today, sadly, was one of those moments. Because it was today that I was told that my grandpa was knocking on heavens door! To hear that broke my heart and I lost that strength I talked about earlier. All of it! That army of tears that rarely crawls down my face marched far and strong! To all of you who helped try and keep my chin up and smile on my face, I am incredibly grateful to have you in my life! However, my chin just feels to heavy to hold up today. Im terrified to see that my dad is calling me because Im scared to hear that I can never see my grandpa again! Every last bit of my prayers are to my grandpa Bill who is in the hospital! I love you gramps! Please! Dear God, please let me have a grandfather tomorrow! Please! I would highly appreciate that if you see me tomorrow that we dont talk about this. It is a very emotional subject for me!
Posted on: Tue, 03 Dec 2013 23:06:20 +0000