Tired of them school girls judging/ bullying/ accusing me of things they dont know about me. Dont call me dumb because you assume that since Im polynesian, that I have a lower ability to learn than you guys. I have every inch of ability to be able to learn, and hopefully prove how dead wrong yous were. My parents were my teachers, they have more experience than you, so who are you to judge? Did you take a teacher course? Have you had a job before? Stop your racist minds and give love to others. Dont call me a sl_t because I have my own self respect. Being brought up by a family that serves respect and honour is better than selling myself to boys who are to naive for me. Unlike others, I have respect for myself. Dont call me ugly because you think my coconut skin is black. Reset your eyesight and take another look. Its brown. The colour of the chocolate you love to eat. When you see the colour of the bar, do you throw it away because its brown? No, so why are you treating me like that? Id rather be a fully coloured page than to be a blank white one. (no offence) You talk about bullies and how its bad and yet, what do you do to me? You bully. You are no more more than a bully who takes the mickey out of broken person. Dont call me weird because you dont understand who I am and what I do. I have my own ways of being myself, and you have yours. The least you can do is at least have respect for that. Dont mock my culture because you reckon that its a disgrace to New Zealand and doesnt belong in this country. Europeans dont own this country, and to be exact. This is originally the home of Maoris.. and btw. New Zealand is multi- cultural. Get that? MULTI CULTURAL. Meaning more than one ethnicity belongs here. Dont disapprove my friends only to make your clang higher. I have no interest in making your friends look bad because of one person in there. My friends are my second family, they have my back and got theirs. You may think I talk all smack, but when someone really gets me off, all those jokes arent counted. Dont make fun of my family. You have no idea what we have endured together. My ugly, brown, nutty, islander family is what makes me proud. Prouder than I could ever be. Do you know how low you are, making fun of an aiga that loves each other more than anyone else. You have not witnessed the alofa we give to each other. And most of all. Never try to defy my Lord and my belief in Him. He is my heavenly father, I CHOOSE to follow him. Not because I grew up praising his name, but also because I know everything that hes accomplished for me and my family. My Lord is the one who created you, me and the rest of the globe. The last thing that should ever cross your mind is to defy the one and only God. Bully me all you want, I have my God to back me up. I may cry, faint but I will cry on the shoulders of my Lord and faint in His arms as He tries to wake me up, reminding me that He has given me this life because He knew that I was strong enough to live it. So if you see me at school, feel free to do what you want. Just know that I dont actually care because I never asked for your opinion. Everybody knows that if you dont have anything nice to say, then dont say it at all. The only thing that counts is the saying of the Heavenly Father. The only judgement I care about is my Lords one. His is the only one that counts. The one that can impact on my life. See? Mock me, my friends, my looks, my family, my Lord, my people, culture and my personality all you want, because I have more faith in all of them than you will ever have in yourself. Yes, I may look like a cry myself to sleep every morning at school, because that is the case. But while I cry, I pray. And while I pray, I communicate with the only person who will ever comfort me the way I need. LE ATUA. Im not going to act miserable. Im just gonna brush it off because I have everything that I have had to say, off ..
Posted on: Wed, 19 Mar 2014 05:52:54 +0000