Tired today. Had bad dreams all night. Not feeling very Christian this morning. So looking forward to my sister Judy coming to visit me from California. I want her to feel welcome...she is my only remaining family. We are now the remaining two of what was five. This fact makes me think of her often. On a completely different subject, confrontation sucks. Creating boundaries is getting more serious for me in sobriety. My decisions (even when in my best interest can hurt others) that saddens me immensely. I have to take care of my core. My self,and those I and my God put in my life. It is not my responsibility to take care of those close to me. It is and always be my desire to protect those I love. Joey Steven Dorrell, my daughter Reyna, my best friend Tricia and those who have earned my respect love and loyalty. I AM SOOO CONFUSED AND CONFLICTED TODAY. God please grant me serenity courage and wisdom...you know the drill. I am good enough smart enough and gosh darn it....I hope to be understood and forgiven. WAKE UP MY MINIONS SEMPER Fi!!!
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 12:16:25 +0000
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