~ To The Church ~ In a posting some time ago, I swore that that was the last time I was going to keep dealing with this issue because it should have been dealt with long time ago. Over the past few years, Ive watched certain individuals assassinate my character and my integrity (publicly) while conducting some of the most barbaric acts against me privately. As Ive stated long ago, Ive been berated, belittled, wrongfully persecuted, and falsely accused of all kinds of things. Ive watched silently as they proceeded to try shame me and embarrass me in the most grievous ways. And yet, I have NOT responded back with the same eye for an eye but with FORGIVENESS and LOVE. Im slowly beginning to think, some individuals just may never tell the TRUTH. Why is it that after everything that has transpired, they are always the victim in absolutely EVERYTHING? (...smh) If a person gives you a version of a story, then recants and gives you a different version and time passes by and gives you yet another version but then recants again and proceed to give you another version and ALL 25 versions are believed without questioning the validity of each 25 different versions. It doesnt take someone with a Harvard education, a college degree or even a high school diploma to figure out that they have been lying along the way. So what does that mean to you? It means that if you have be persecuting along the way because you were believing those stories, You have been planting wrongful judgment seeds in your own backyard (sort of speak). Those seeds have a harvest to them. Thats the real tragedy. Remember the scripture, we wrestle not against flesh and blood but principalities in high places. . . If the enemy can get you to plant seeds like that in your own life to a situation that never had anything to do with you. Then the enemy (principalities. . .) has already won regardless of what version of the story you believe. If you remember last year, I told you that this was my test. Little did I realize that the moment this became public it was everyones test. Why so, you may wonder? Some have already figured this out but for the benefit of those who havent, you wouldve had to examine your own responses & behaviors to what you were witnessing in order to make sure that YOUR reaction lined up with your own personal walk with God. This would have prevented you from sowing bad seeds. Moreover, those seeds mattered if you were believing God for a breakthrough in some areas of your life but Thank God for his Grace. Well, what if you did know who to believe or what to think? Then, PRAY! There have been many lies spoken against me, to numerous to count but I will take a moment to address a few of them. First and foremost, anything or anyone speaking on my behalf, claiming to be me, or said that Ive said anything about anyone that YOU have not personally witnessed with your own eyes is trick from my opposition. Period! Now lets address a few things: 1. First, I was accused of seeking the lime light but that really didnt make common sense considering this conflict began in 2011 and didnt become public until March 2013. 2. I dont idolize anyone nor have I ever which is why I was accused of seeking the lime light for myself (again more foolishness). 3. I was then accused of being a false prophet for teaching about the Love of God. Then they said I stole the message from someone else. Then they changed back again said I was teaching a False doctrine. Ok! Lets follow those wicked thinking thoughts for just a moment: If, you were to believe all of that foolishness (that I stole this message, teaching a false doctrine, and a false prophet) Then it would only stand to reason that I must have stole a false doctrine from someone who was a false prophet. NEITHER ARE TRUE! Absolutely ridiculous! Thats just another trick to try and destroy my credibility. What my opposition doesnt know is that Ive spoken with family members about the Revelation of Gods Love back when God first gave it to me in 1999. And quite frankly, there are other people out there in the world who God had given a revelation of his Love too. Thats nothing new. Its suppose to happen for believers. God reveals himself through his word. Period!!!!!!! (. ..smh) All of this has never been about ME. Its not even about HIM. This is about GOD. This matter should have been settled long time ago and here we are three years later with on same issue. This is ridiculous. Look at how many lives have been affected over something that could have easily been cleared up. Even if it was to agree that we disagree. It doesnt matter how many version of the truth you want to draft. At some point. . .at some point, you must face your own consciousness rather its another 5yrs, 10yrs, or 15yrs. from now. You can keep circling around the mountain if you so choose too. That is your choice. But in the end, you would have only wasted moments out of your own life. You can not run from a past. You can only reconcile it. That is the ONLY way to move forward. See, moving ON in LIFE doesnt mean that the person has moved FORWARD in LIFE. You must reconcile it. Thats why I reached out to you. I already knew you had made a mistake when you misread my posting and I forgave you for that. A mistake is a mistake. Thats just apart of life. You also know that Ive never pointed out your flaws or anything else because I didnt know you like that. And quite frankly, I really dont do things like that. You read things into my posting with a condemning spirit but even that wasnt really the case. You got intimidated from gifts and talents that you saw. NEVER at any point have I ever discussed anything about gifts or talents. You did. Thats what you got intimidated about and then by the time my posting on Gods Love you assumed something that I still dont know about. You can continue to attack me and tell as many lies as you want. It will still NEVER change the truth. You must reconcile it. Im aware that youve been telling others youre trying to Fix things. You know that hasnt been the truth either. It is impossible to Fix anything that you keep lying about. And besides, you already had the answer back in the summer of 2012, You even spoke it out of your own mouth. You just let pride get in the way of doing what was right. And thats even after God had already showed you earlier back in February 2012. I dont know what happened to you along the way, or how you got into a state of brokenness long before our paths crossed or even know why anyone would want to claim that label instead of saying IM HEALED! But, I do know that God allows people to cross our paths for a reason even if we dont understand it yet. You know that ache that youve been carrying around. Im talking about the one you have hidden that no one knows about. That one! Only Gods Love can reach those depths but heres the caveat. You must decide to reach for it. You must decide that youre ready to stop hurting. You must decide that youre ready to be healed. That also means that you have to modify your behaviors of playing a victims role. You cant blame others and the devils not trying to attack you. Thats just all of those seeds youve been sowing along the way. Again, you must decide that youre ready to be healed. The key is Gods Love. Thats the doorway you must walk through. Final Note: All of those who have participated in persecuting me, calling me all kinds of things. YOU HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY HURTFUL and thats just unacceptable. Ive watched many of you go around telling people Im evil or evil spirit and the only reason you did that is because you wont tell people the truth that God blocked some of the attacks that you were plotting against me. Even if you thought I did something wrong by believing false lies, two wrongs never made one right. Also, theres a big difference between supporting a person and enabling a person. Im really tired of this. You have completely drained out all of the goodness inside of a person with all of the wickedness. I really dont want anything more to do with the church. I still Love God. That will never change but this experience is so inhumane and barbaric. Im tired of this. All Ive done was talk about the Love of God free to all who would receive. I never charged anyone or passed the collection plate. I never told anyone that they needed to stand in the $75 dollar line for a Blessing and the $100 dollar line for a breakthrough. Im tired of this. Enough. ~ Blessings to all ~
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 09:22:16 +0000
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