To argue with a fool proves that there are two but I cant take it anymore...Im always the one weighing things for the better...I felt tired so why not lose my temper to lessen the burden inside..breaking the rules..breaking my silence..loosing my manners.. It took me a while to realized that you meant me...all this time (after posting) I was at ease (and still) doing nothing wrong against you...ill help you realize some things you might over think about (lagi kasi nagiisip eh..nasobrahan ata ng time)... First, I asked her to assure if I made a right cover up for you but unfortunately she mightve explained it to you shortly (well, i told her the reason why i asked)...yeah she dont know how to cover/tell a lie just she dont know how to deliver a detailed news neither (which I know you are aware of). Secondly, why would I bother myself to follow your daily drama? Your own lifestyle? Whats new to you anyway? And besides i already had what you have (in case you are aware of it)...but you didnt heard any single word from me..do you remember when I stopped giving advices on you/each of you? The time I dont bother to talk to you? Ufff! Thats the moment I got tired...my brain cells had give up after a long time of feeling/listening each of your problem (im always caught in between)...every time I answered you its her/their life and thats how she wanted it means its out of my business anymore and that I dont want to add speculation...the time I chose to talk about useful things with you rather than other peoples lives or yours... I have a peaceful life on my own...standing responsibly on it alone...and I was so stupid giving myself headache thinking about each of your mess (my GUYS kept on reminding me this as they saw how im stressing myself even when im with them)... Third, I didnt give trust in my surroundings...why? Hearing your opinion about them makes me think youre capable of doing the same behind my back...I have reservation to myself...you see? You speculate on those things im bringing home LOL! Well, I was waiting for you to use the appropriate word...sideline? no, its not. Im feelin that one day you will call me that way...but I didnt waste my time thinking for the right word on you...And if I were to compare the conversation to each of you...I felt like you havent moved on from the pain in the past theyve caused you... Lastly, the definition of maturity I know was...if im not thinking for the good of everybody...I wouldnt see you and her laughing together (I dont mind if becoz of me)...from your way of thinking and from holding on the grudge...my God! No matter how I hate the person...I cant ask/wish/conclude bad things against her...Im surrounded by religious people but im not that good as them though I dont have that devil laugh like yours... Youve got them (elders) panicked every time..and I know they kept on praying for you...while you are busy and excitedly wishing for my karma.. You are portraying the perfect definition of hypocrisy. #imSickOfThis#haveReachedMyLimits#iWantPeaceoOfMind#alwaysInbetweenOf2stones#iDontHaveAmiserableLife#imNotUsingPeople#keepYourEyesBehindMeAsYouLike#andIchooseTobeAlone#AwayFromNegativity#
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 14:53:15 +0000
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