To everyone who has lost a parent, today its been 15 years since my Dad was taken away . It still feels like it was yesterday, the day that my life and my families changed forever . As much as we continue to carry on as we once did , we all stop now and again and wish that Dad was here to see this and to share. Time is not a healer, not really , we just learn to live with the constant pain, the constant loss and I personally live with the fact that sometimes the grief builds up so much that I have to go some place quiet and let go . We all have our own coping mechanisms . For you today Dad I would like to say that I loved you so very much and even though you were as strict as hell, I was thankful For that, I thank you for all the great Christmases you and mum gave us , for walking me down the aisle , for being there after Ross was born but most of all for being my Dad. I miss your smile, I miss your laughter, I miss your clumsiness and I miss you walking to my front door . You have made me the person that I am today and I hope in some small way that you are proud of me and I look forward to that day when I walk up to you to get one of your cuddles, I would never want to let you go. I will continue every day to talk to you as I have in fifteen years . I miss you Dad so very much , you are my Rock , always were and always will be . Love you forever Dad xxx
Posted on: Mon, 20 Jan 2014 07:00:46 +0000
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