To the family even though I cant come to see jack I like to send my blessings out to the family all over the world jack n I may had r bad nasty days but at the end of the day jack was always in my heart I truly did love jack for the sweet side he shoed me but sometime people just dont want to be loved n he told me one day when I ask him why is it so hard for you to accept someones love specially my love ? He told me its a sign of weakness and he will never Be able to love anyone I told him if he cant open 2 one how can he know what love is like and how it feel so we was working eavry day growing closer to one another until I confront his drinking amount n when its when he push me away n started shutting me out n being around me also when the wore started I told him Im only trying to help but he said he dont like anyone telling him what to do or anyone helping him so it did hurt me to watch as his friend somewhat my friend just keep inviting him aver n over n over it felt to me like he was helping him to die n it hut me evary day I cried evary day as jack slowly had push me away to where I snap n told jack I love you but I just cant watch him throw his life away to drink all the dam time with that friend of his I know it had killed me to watch n worry me also he always had my heart alway I was here when n if he needed me to be there but then god Took him from me n his kids also family n friend I didnt handle it well at all I didnt have any friend support I needed when I had reach out to cry on someone when I did I had one came but it want the support I needed its when my world change . I will never forget jack I will miss jack he is in my heart . I send as many blessing as I can to all his family friends and such. God now have him in his arms holding him and giving all the love and warmth also protection he needs as he fly across the world to family of his to touch them them to send them love and to keep a watch on them all he is n will always be miss Im missing him now n its hard when some one touch ur heart n then they cant anymore I truly miss him vary much god bless him many times over
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 12:33:44 +0000
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