To the sister it concerns, l will first congratulate you for making me feel so insulted and embarrased by the fact that lm after you. l appreciate you giving me a label because that is within you and l have totally no control over it but do know that, there wasnt a single day that l have labeled myself, l am just my mothers child. Ncwala is name enough for me. l also fully understand the assumptions you have about my fellow homos but please know that l follow no crowd. l will never in any way forced you to accept who and what l am for lm also not forced to do the same for you. lm also old and matured enough to understand how we operate as a society. l am smart enough to know that we dont accept and encourage everything. Only individuals stand up and say this is me and live their lives depending on no one like you but themselves. The reason l wrote is l wanna clear my name. Of all the bad things you mentioned about me l wanna correct you on spreading wrong information about me. There wasnt a single day that l saw you attractive EVER otherwise l would have mentioned it! My being gay has never leaded me to a position where l find every woman appealing. My being gay doesnt mean l wanna be with every girl l pass by in town. l dont even remember a single day where l have made you think l could really want you intimately unless it was in a dream you had. lts actually funny how you get into a taxi and find 13 guys and none of them will ever see you attractive then boom lm on board and dont even notice you inside but you assume l want you. Who said being gay means sowudla nemashica emgcomeni? Hhaybo! As insulted as l feel, l wont belittle you and say l have my standards although l so wish l could let you know. l will only remind you that l love a woman l deem worthy not just anything. l do have such a woman in my life whom l love and respect so much that much you know. l will never insult her by thinking of you in the way l do about her that much you should understand. And you know for a fact that someone like me dont do someone like you. And the next time you decide to comfort your poor self by talking about me, let them hear that l spend 98% of my time reserved and let them ask ,how many times have you seen me then that made you think lm after you?. l hope you can then be honest enough to say, lts only a wish. And please, dont let me write about this again because its not what l usually do. lnfact its the last thing on this l call my mind. Theres more to life l believe. Let me write about life in general, education, religion, robbery, health, poverty, the beauty of true love etc. . . Regards, The Excluded Gay
Posted on: Fri, 14 Mar 2014 04:59:47 +0000
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