To those whove been concerned about me, I am fine now, & THANK YOU!!! I appreciate it more than you will ever know, but... I have a message for you: Dont throw dirt on my grave just yet!!.. I am a survivor!! I always have been and I will always be.. This is not a discussion board, I am not open to discussing the details of this. Its our business and it will stay that way. I will never let anyone get me down to that point again to questioning my self worth and whether I want to live or die!! I Yes, I am hurt and saddened more than words can even express (like mourning a death) by the end of our relationship, and I probably havent cried for the last time about it... but I am stronger and more determined than ever that I WILL SURVIVE, I will be better off, and I WILL have what I deserve!! I am a hot ass mess with issues that go way back to childhood but Im working on myself with a counselor and everything I can to be better, but I am a DAMN GOOD, kind hearted, giving, LOVING man that puts his ALL into the ones he loves and cares about.. They say dont make someone your everything, or without them youll have nothing... I say if Im not enough to BE your everything, (when you know youre mine) then I dont want to be your anything! It may be child like to believe in happily ever after, but DAMN IT, I do and I WILL have it one day with someone who truly appreciates my good and takes my flaws with it and WILL stick with me through the thick AND thin- always. I WILL wait for someone to SHOW me with actions that I dont have a reason to be afraid, that Im not such a train wreck that Im not worthy of their love.. Hell, if Im a train wreck, Im THEIR train wreck! Okay, rant over... Just wanted yall to know Im fine and will not be defeated, but stronger, longer. #HaveABlessedNight
Posted on: Fri, 05 Dec 2014 05:15:54 +0000
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