To whom it may concern. Just know Im sorry. I am sorry to whom ever had to pick up the peaces of a broken heart that I have caused. I am truly sorry for the wounds you had or currently have to tend to because of my actions. I am more deeply effected by the lives Ive damaged and the homes Ive tore down. I have been a failure, a liar, a cheater, a fake, a horrible excuse for a person trying to imitate love. I was poisoned by the view I had on relationships, the world including love and myself. I realized that I had grown up into my early 20s having no better understanding of my emotions or how to treat them than from the time I was born I was never taught or explained at anytime how to express or react to how I was feeling in a healthy way probably because many of the closest human near us have no better grasp at it than anyone else. Anyways I had no grasp of self control because As for me and my life growing up seemed very structured and organized, I was told how and when to do things or how to feel in most situations and so entering the real world filled with emotional experiences that were foreign to me I truly lacked and it showed. What I am saying is that its taken me years to come to this place in my life to where I look back and had I known then what I know now I wouldnt have been that way but I cherish peoples Hearts, minds and emotions now more than ever and I wish I would have been more carful in regards to others, I wish I would have been A better influence, a better lover, a kinder and wiser soul, I am sorry To whom it may concern I am sorry. Hope this reaches you well. Much love.-
Posted on: Fri, 23 Jan 2015 23:24:04 +0000
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