Today I had a hard, sad day. So I ventured out of the house. I packed up the babies, and we hit the road. I grabbed some coffee and I began to drive. They peacefully fell asleep as I sang to them. I started daydreaming about good things, so I told my daughters as they dreamt what they could expect from me and from our life together. I told them what my goals were, I told them my wishes for them and for me, and how I wanted them to know me as. I talked about a home that we would have together, and activities that we would do. And the life and the love that we would experience. I was creating and sending it out to the universe right then and there with Jaylee and Milly as my witnesses. As I started back home, I came to this realization... When youre really willing to risk it ALL, even though youre scared to lose everything. When youre willing to let go, even though you dont see anything to catch you. When you find yourself at rock bottom, because everything you stood on was false and crumbled under the weight. When youre ready to take off your armor, even though you might get hurt. When youre ready to tell the truth, even if the lies felt safer or more comfortable. When youre ready to show up for you, because you finally realize no one else will. Ive reached this point bigger than ever in my life over the last year, and if its one thing I KNOW for certain now, is that THIS point is when and where the miracles happen. Thats when the healing begins. So grateful for my faith. So grateful for revelation, and the destruction, and the pain. Because I grow from it. Because THIS is where new creation begins. I get to have whatever I want.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Mar 2014 05:26:03 +0000
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