Today I sat in a doctors office with what felt like a mountain on my shoulders. I know with what Im about to say will cause me to lose some friends. In fact some co-workers may even decide to avoid me after this. I have prayed over this and I need to be honest. The way I look at it I came in this world with brown hair brown eyes and right handed. I did not chose any of them. I also can said I did not chose to be gay. I have fought with this issue for years. Living in a small town and always being told dont shame the family has caused me to withhold living freely. I have prayed over this and know deep in my heart God made me . It is he who I will face in the end. I have lived what has seemed two different lives. Well today that ends. I am still the same person you have always known. You just know all of me now. I lost someone not long ago who means the world to me due to the fact of me dealing with stress and not handling it well. So before I lose anyone else I rather come clean. Just as I started to write this an old friend who is also a preacher sent me a message. Who would believe just as Im getting ready to spill my guts and risk everything she would contact me. I took that as a sign from God everything was going to be okay. We all have our issues and I hope to keep all of you as friends in my day to day life and on fb. God bless you all.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Aug 2014 23:00:29 +0000
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