Today has been bittersweet. The girls father came to visit and we made some progress on coparenting....he is going to step up finally and be the dad to them that he used to be! He was always a wonderful dad until this last year! Now they will have their daddy back. But, I fought with 2 of my good friends during it all and I dont think it can be mended. You know I keep saying 27 year friendship is gone.....but then I realized maybe we didnt have that friendship like we thought, maybe we were just holding onto eachother out of obligation. My heart feels broken and it dont feel right, but if it could happen that fast and be done that quickly it must have been time. We all said hurtful things, and I just dont think it can be mended. I will keep my close friends that worry about me and my girls well being and if I am upset (which I have every right to be) let me get it off my chest. It hurts me real bad, but I guess that all needed to be done and said and we can move on with our lives. I wish them well and will continue praying for them, and wishing them well. Good bye my old friends, I hope life treats you well!
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 01:31:07 +0000
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