Today is Friday. One week ago, our life stopped and my heart became my son, Skylars heart. My body, my lungs, my strength and soul became my sons. I have been stripped to the marrow of my bones while meeting with Jesus. My words couldnt come sometimes, my years couldnt even flo. I began a road I never walked before nor asked for. Every day my words I love you son. Mom and dad love you and so many others to. I have been on every floor of the hospital but yet I dont know which elevator to take or where I am. I have been on long walks through downtown Honolulu with the Lord. I have asked him to save my son. I have met with over 50 team doctors and nurses. I have struggled to understand anyone who would hurt my dear son. I have prayed openly and suddenly found myself in the midst of several other grieving, hopeful mothers. Fathers, and other family members whose loved on is in a bed in the trauma center. We have hugged and shared our pain and hope in Jesus rescuing our loved ones. I didnt hear anyone cry out to another false god. They cry out to Jesus. Ultimately. We all know He is God, He holds the breath of life. He answers prayer. A little 7 month old baby didnt make it. God in his gathering souls to Heaven didnt answer my prayer to save him. I dont know why this is but God needs him now. We will know those things when we see Jesus face to face. And here it is, a week later, Ive lost my voice but not my precious son. Not this time, not in this way. And I thanked Him for the answered prayer of all who cried out for him. My son has a long road ahead of him. But, with Jesus, all roads lead to a better place. I can feel that is where Skylar is right now. Hes in a lot of pain. But he is alive. Thank you and praise you my savior and Lord. I am not ashamed Ti choose you Jesus. I thank you for all of Skylars family and fiends whose prayers you are answering. One week later! Ill take it! And I will rejoice in God our Savior and rest. Peace to everyone in Jesus Christ. Psalm 27
Posted on: Fri, 30 May 2014 16:00:13 +0000
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