Today marks one year ive been out of state incarceration.Things havnt gone exactly the way I wanted them to go.I realize the imperfections and errors ive made and deal with it.I am drug free.I havnt had a pain pill since March 23,2011 or any other illegal drug.For me,that is my greatest success.If anyone needs a lesson on what not to do,just look at the last ten years of my life.The road has been long,but im getting there.Ive realized my blessings,ive got the best family in the world.My mom,sisters,stepdad,and my Tonya never gave up on me and still havnt.Even after the abuse I put my body through,my doc says everything is working and in good shape.Two packs of cigarettes a day,12roxys or oxys combined with other substances and im still here.The difference now,is that,I love myself.I appreciate the small things and the true friends.I love Mondays when they are not through prison bars.I love it when I wake up and dont have to take a pill to function and not get sick.Laughter and my personal relationship with God got me through.Whether youre selling or using or both,you dont have to live that way.Ive been there,ive done that.Its not about the people that party with you,its about the ones that help clean your life up afterwards........I hope everyone has a fabulous Wednesday and appreciate the small things.Dont take people or things for granted and laugh,through it all smile,heads up ,looking straight ahead and know that no one is better than you...
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 11:20:30 +0000
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