Today, my son complain about me not being able to spend time with him anymore. .. is not the first, I think is the third time this month. .. but today in particular broke my heart. I was on the phone talking with a company, Sasha was hungry and crying because it was nap time, I was tired because I spent the whole night doing homework (trying to catch up with my school) doing laundry, plus all the mess I have from moving, I cant even use my 2nd floor because (there is not floor yet) so my first floor is living /sasha room/ kitchen/my room and so on... My baby boy is so patient that when Im bussy, he try not to ask me for anything, just not to bother... today he was seating in the sofa with a sad face I ask what happened? He said well I dont want to be mean but I wanted to spend time with you... I am like... okay we had mate together. . He said you dont play with me anymore. .. I felt the worst person when I though about it for a minute and realized that he was right. .. I got so cut up with everything that is happening right now that I forgot what is all about. .. so I put Sasha to sleep, forgot about the house, the phone, the school and went outside to play with my boy... we had a such of great time!!! But what made it all even better is that he told me. .. I HAVE THE BEST MOM IN THE WORLD. I ASK HIM WHY? HE SAID, BECAUSE YOU PLAY WITH ME AND TEACH ME HOW TO PLAY BOLE BALL AND IM HAPPY!:-) I REALIZED THAT THE ONLY THING THAT MY SON WILL HAVE AS MEMORY WHEN I DIE ... ARE THE TIME WE SPEND TOGETHER... NO THE NEW TOYS, OR CLOTHING, OR HOUSE, BUT ME AND HOW MUCH HE ENJOY ME... I AM SAD I LET THIS HAPPEN HOPEFULLY I LEARNED MY LESSON AND DONT GET MY PRIORITIES MIX UP AGAIN..
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 04:29:39 +0000