Today, today is the day I will start to heal. It is the closing of a horrible chapter in my life; an era which had started on this day 5 years ago and will end today. But before I finish; I have a few final words to throw out into the ether. If they find their way back to you, so be it. You were a terrible and brutal wife, girlfriend, and lover. Everything that we “were” was taken by you. You had no intention of ever giving back, of ever trying, of ever loving me. You have hurt me far worse than any other person; even Tatsu. And in late memory of her, I have to tell you.. That you’ve sat at the throne of my life for long enough. You no longer need to bear the weight of your crown anymore. While you will live on in my dreams and memories, they will be replaced with time. While I may not be over you 100% for a while, I will be damned if I do not decide to heal. Because I am only holding myself back. Lacey, in 5-10 more years, I want you to look good and hard and my life. By then, I will be happier, richer, with someone who TRULY cares for me, who respects the institution of marriage, who wants to spend the rest of their life with me, and who I want to do the same. I want you to look at your life then; the opportunities you missed, the great person you have left to rot, and the turmoil life you have created for yourself. I am done living in the shadow. While this pain will not be over until today is done with, I will channel it into something magnificent; something that this world has never seen. And you will revel in my accomplishments. I am holding my head up high and will fight back against the nightmare you have created for me. Your actions will catch up with you. Sometime, somewhere, fate will pay you back for everything you’ve done. Goodbye, Lacey. Goodbye.
Posted on: Thu, 13 Jun 2013 18:37:22 +0000
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