Today was a good day. A beautiful drive over to Asheville this morning, a great worship service at Biltmore Baptist, hanging out with a friend of mine after the service, being pleasantly surprised to see two of my employees there and then watching two amazing films afterwards. More days like today would be really nice. Im trying hard to focus on the road ahead and stop living in the past so much(though my beloved Makeeda is ALWAYS on my mind)...and as a result, Ive been thinking a lot about my goals and dreams for the future. As you all know, Im in Asheville pretty much every week, and over the past year, especially the past six months or so, I have thought a lot about something I never dreamed I would be thinking about.....moving to Asheville. I could totally see me living there until a door opens for me to chase my dreams by either pursuing my love and passion for either music or Disney. Ive even found myself entertaining the idea of going to film school and getting involved in the Motion Picture industry or attending Liberty Universitys Psychology program and pursuing my passion to become a Marriage Counselor. Realistically though...neither of those will probably ever happen as I hate school, I am a horrible student and my sleep disorders dramatically effect my ability to focus and remember things. But still...its nice to dream about. Now, Im still praying about all of this and seeking Gods will...and even if any of it does happen, it wont be anytime soon...right now Im pretty much trapped by certain situations in my life and I have many things to attend to before I can even consider pulling up stakes...but Im praying hard about it and gathering info...and it gives me something to dream about and shoot for in the meantime. Who knows...God may have something completely different in store for me...so I just want to make certain that I am in tune with Him and His leading, and that I pursue His will...not my own. Continued prayer would be greatly appreciated as I seek His will. Make no mistake...I still pray every day for the miracle Ive been praying for since September of 2011...but I think I have finally reached a point where it no longer consumes me and controls my heart and mind. She has my heart and always will...but its time to lay her at the feet of Jesus and press forward with my life. I hope everyone is doing well and that you have a good week. Blessings and Peace... -Matt
Posted on: Mon, 19 Jan 2015 03:40:47 +0000
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