Today was a hard day for a lot of people.. And I wont post things about at least hes in a better place or not suffering. Because even if they are true things, they ease no ones pain. Today we lost a son, a grandson, a brother, a nephew, an uncle, a cousin, and a best friend. We did NOT say goodbye but more so we say until we meet again Carlos . Because whatever your beliefs are or arent.. Whether its heaven or an after life of any sort or you believe in alternate lives after the present one we live...whatever they maybe... Or maybe you believe in the simple fact that know we will carry you with us in our everyday lives until we see you again. But we will see you again one day. One way or another. And will be filled with emotions of joy and love. Carlos was always trying to be funny and make people feel good about themselves or get a joke outta something. He was always hanging out with everyone old and young and he made everything we were doing more fun just by being himself. He spread a youthful like spirit among everyone he was around. At least that is the Carlos I know. I love you cousin more than words could ever express. Im sorry you cant be here to share in our laughter or even in our tears. But please understand you will be so deeply and greatly missed. Not only for the kind of good person you are but for the impact you made on others lives. You made everyone feel your light hearted and loving personality. There was never a dull moment with you c-lo. Lol Ill miss you calling me Si even though my names Seniah. I tired to stay composed today but everyone knows Im a big ol baby. Lol . So I want to say that Im sorry today I didnt stay at the gathering for your loss of loved ones... But the thought of being sad by the loss of such a bright shinning human being hurt all too much. I hope you look down upon us wherever you may be. And you make sure to ease away any pain and suffering Carlos. That you keep an eye on your family; your mom and dad n grandparents, and sisters and your Nieces n nephews and cousins. Let them know youre okay and that you love them unconditionally like I know you did. I hope that because of the kind of memories I have of you and because of the type of person you are,That every time I think of you that I wont be filled with pain and sorrow, but that I have a smile on my face and a warmth in my heart. Because I was a witness to how amazing and special you are. And how much we all love you. I know this is going to be hard. For everyone. And thats because of how strongly we all care for you. And how closely we hold you in our hearts. Alway a piece of us and never forgotten. Rest in peace Carlos. I mean that truly and whole heartedly. I love you, always. ❤️Seniah
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 06:54:50 +0000
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