Today was a tough day, but I got to watch Wreck It Ralph tonight with my sister. Was a fun movie and I needed to smile and spend some time with my sis. Ive got some balance in how Im seeing things right now. On one hand, Im definitely hurting. I thought something was one way, and Im finding out that its not. Its tough because....well...theres a lot to the reason why. I still smile, Ill still laugh because thats a part of who I am as well as the sadness that Im feeling. Tears of a Clown seems to be the theme. On the other hand, I dont have all the answers and theres only one for me that does: God. So Ill take things day by day and Ill pick myself up the same way. My self-esteem and confidence are definitely in shambles and Im left with more questions than answers, but its okay. Everything in due time. Maybe tomorrow everything will be different....or maybe my yesterday was all just a dream. Selfishly, Id like to think that Ill hear and see what I need to. That this is just yet ANOTHER case of me overreacting like I typically do. Again, its out of my hands and its probably for the best that it is. Ive rambled enough. To those that choose to have me in their lives (in whatever capacity that may be) thank you. Im better for you being there. Ill probably go crawl off in a hole somewhere, but thats just me. Just know that I appreciate yall and dont take you for granted. Take care.
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 04:28:42 +0000
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