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Today was very bittersweet! I never knew the actual meaning behind that statement until today ............Today I had to bury my child a task I wouldnt wish on anyone ,However in doing so I could not help but smile between the tears at the over whelming amount of support and love that surrounded my babygirl! I have been to 2 fireman funerals the first being my fathers 4 yrs ago and the second one momma Janes a woman so dear to me in such a short time and never had I imagined it would be so amazing and beautiful to say goodbye to Brittney Ford ! I can honestly tell you that I have had my moments since this all happened . Questioning my ability to return to work , for those who domt already know I was at work when this happened I heard kent center dispatch this call heard the desperation in the voice on the other end of that radio/ Today for the 1st time since this happened I climbed into the back of A-40 and I cried until I felt I couldnt breath and it was in that moment I decided that I can not an will not ever be able to walk away its in my blood I love what I do and I will not let my baby down ! Saving a life is an amazing feeling one I will never forget so I can only imagine how proud my baby is of herself saving as many lives as she did in one night ! I am so proud of you Britt and I have some big boots to fill baby but I will do my very best
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 03:23:15 +0000

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