Today, we visited my aunt at the hospital. The last time I saw her, she was strong and very cheerful. I was shocked seeing her laying down, cathing her breath with an oxygen mask on her face. She was fighting cancer for a week. And today, where I am celebrating my birthday, she passed away right next to me.. That moment made me realised that, Life is really short. That I should be thankful that He gave me another year to live. That I should be thankful to what I have. That I should not asked for more than what He is providing me now. I have my wonderful job, my healthy body, my family and friends. That even though my relationship did not last long enough than what I expect to be, I should be happy. That incident never pushed me away to what I have now. It never made me go back to what I am before. It made me come to realize that I have my own life, that I need to keep moving forward. It was my decision to stay silent and opened up to my teammates and family only. I thank my family, for embracing me for what Ive become now. for being proud still and for loving me more. My teammates, for being the inspiration that was taken away from me, for giving me the courage to face that I no longer deserve what I had before. Now that I am 22, my birthday wish to myself is to be more wiser, stronger and do not loose the hope still that someone will walk into my life and faithfully love me, stay with me and never leave me for what I am and what we have. Its never easy to drop those memories. But sometimes it takes a heartbreak to shake us and realize that we are more worth it than what we are settling for. To all who greeted me, I sincerely Thank You for remembering me even I am inactive for about a month to my socials. I love you friends! Happy Birthday to me!
Posted on: Thu, 04 Dec 2014 15:13:56 +0000
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