Tomorrow will make 14 years my precious cousin Georgiana Carroll McLamb left this world thinking no one cared for her and she had let her family down! I have no idea what she was thinking and will never understand! She had so many friends and family that loved her and she excelled in everything she did! She was beautiful! We should have been born sisters instead of cousins because thats exactly how we were! I took care of her the best I could being 5 years older than her! We fought like sisters, cut up like sisters and loved like sisters. We laughed together and cried together! How I could not see her pain...puzzles me to this day! How could she ever feel that way!! She never failed me but I failed her. I was blindsided, shocked and speechless on that afternoon of Jan 2nd. I wanted so bad for her to still be alive so I could beat the snot out of her but she was gone...and I didnt get to help her, to let her know we were all proud of her, that we all loved her, that we all would have gave her the world, or to say goodbye. Id give anything to talk to her again and ask her why! I wanted so bad to watch her grow up and see what kind of woman she would become, what kind of career she would have, what kind of wife and mom she would be. But that wasnt the plan! I know she is surely proud of who I am and how my life turned out! Wish I could say the same for her! But I know eventually we will be together....one sweet day!! Your light still shines, Georgie!
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 04:35:19 +0000
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