Tonight I saw my Chuck...He asked me a couple of questions...First if I believed that he was gonna change his ways...I said at first I thought everything that came out of your mouth was bullshit but after watching and talking with you this past year....Yes I do believe in you..2nd question...If Me, Grandma and his brother forgave him...I said I can not speak for Grandma or Anthony but I forgave you a long time ago...Id be a hypocrite...Everyone deserves a second chance its up to you to prove to yourself first...I will say Im disappointed that you chose to do what you did but you are my baby and Ill always love you like no other. When you do come home you will have to earn our trust just like I had to..Its not just handed to you..but when you do finally regain everyones trust its a great feeling..At this point both of us were crying at the table...I said I know its hard not to but if you want to cry go ahead and do it cuz I guarantee you most the guys in there cry in their pillow for their moms too..He told me..We all lean on each other to get through some days..Kinda made me at ease in a way..It still hurts like hell when I leave him but its something I gotta do for him and me...My boys and my Mom are my world and being separated from one is very hard...Heres his weekly request for he week...Enjoy..Until next week...
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 03:38:22 +0000
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