Tonight I went on a Sushi date with a pretty girl, it was nice to get out, look like me, not be dying, and have a damn beer, feels like a while on all counts. Apparently, someone took offense to me doing something positive which I am used to, someone faceless of course, and tried to make trouble for me on the internet while I was out. I feel like a real celebrity the way people stalk me, talk about my every move, my recent health issues, I know they had wish I died last week, but then again what would you do with your free time? Anyways, this was sort of like a test for me, I was out, I was by bars and then in a bar, and I was very mad. I wanted to get hammered and be mad, be all rawr and grr and all that like I have done so many times in the past....but we went into the bar and I had a soda, I had to drive after all. I was not going to let some pathetic little chicken shit screw up my night, and they wont ever again and eventually I wont let myself every again either...I am alive, I have my skills, and everything else you cant stand because, well...I dont even need to say it. I feel happy that this happened, proud of myself or something, those close to me will understand. Maybe it was because I thought I was going to die last week, meh....I got shit to do, I know my ::cough:: fans will be watching closely.
Posted on: Sun, 11 May 2014 09:38:03 +0000