Took new chemo treatment last WEDNESDAY at 8 am. The steroids didnt let me sleep until THURSDAY NIGHT, when I fell asleep sitting up on the couch, at 7 pm. Ive become a zombie. Not completely awak....not able to sleep....But, THAT WHICH SATAN MEANS FOR EVIL, GOD HAS USED FOR GOOD. I have adhd...which means my brain doesnt allow me to stay focused on any one thing for very long....because its always on fast forward. While its no fun feeling drugged all the time,the zombie thingy has slowed my brain down, and I am accomplishing things. so GLORY BE TO GOD! ALL THINGS WORK TOGETHER FOR GOOD TO THOSE THAT LOVE THE LORD, AND ARE CALLED ACCORDING TO HIS PURPOSE. Anyway, I have another treatment this Wednesday. May as well plan lots to do that day...and night....and EARLY next morning....and , well, you get myu drift. Ive always wanted more time. Be careful what you ask for, you just may get it. LOL. ANOTHER GOOD THING THIS IS CAUSING...although its a little vain....When Tim and I got marraid almost 9 years ago, I had hair down to my waist. I regret getting it cut off. And, Ive found 3 wigs...brand new....long, and wavy layers, that we can afford....and now I know how to actually keep the silly things on. Youtube can be great. Enough of my maniacal ramblings....The Lord says...Peace I leave with you. My peace. Not as the world gives you peace. The worlds peace depends upon circumstance....when things are going great, theres great peace...when things are going not so great....their peace leaves. Its an emotional roller coaster. But, when you get saved, and return to your father in heaven, who wants to take care of you, the Holy Spirit (that missing part that feels empty) indwells your body, and peace no longer depends on circumstances. its wonderful. A lot of people make fun of those of us who have the Peace that passes all understanding I used to be one of those that made fun of people like that. Now Im one of those who have it. Thats why God says its the peace that PASSES ALL UNDERSTANDING. In other words, it doesnt make sense. If you would like to know how you can have the same peace, and joy, and contentmentl, message me with your questions. May be a couple days befor I get back with you...got alot going on right now....but I will as soon as possible.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Mar 2014 23:43:03 +0000
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