Two years ago today I said goodbye to my little princess. Easily the hardest and worst day of my life so far. Ive been sad and depressed missing her the last two years. Ive tried my best to live like Annabelle but some days it was just impossible. I hated my job, and the rest of my life wasnt very exciting either. In examining my life and my goals, I also thought a lot about how I could truly live like Annabelle and try to be half the rock star she was. So I decided to take a big chance and start all over. A complete re-do of my life. Ive always been creative, artistic and loved computers, so today I registered for classes to go back to school for Graphic Design! Classes start Monday! Im going to be a full time student again. The cool thing though, is that my advisement and registration was this morning - January 8th. First it was Tuesday mornings, then January 8th, that were my sad days. I dont necessarily believe in coincidences either. I really think my lovebug had a hand in my registering today, and it was her way of saying it is time to stop mourning her and missing her and to start living again, and this is exactly the right path for me now. She died at approximately 9:30 that morning, and this morning at 9:30, I was walking out of registration with a huge smile on my face and thinking about how excited I am and not reliving that awful morning two years ago. I have taken a few metalsmithing classes over the last year, and I absolutely LOVE it - Making jewelry is definitely my passion these days. As it so happens, the class I registered for this quarter starts tonight. So, January 8th is no longer a sad day for me. Its my fresh start and the day I honor my princess and truly start living like Annabelle! I can feel her smiling at me right now. I love you lovebug. Youre my little LOML, always. ❤❤❤
Posted on: Thu, 08 Jan 2015 21:09:23 +0000
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