Two years ago today was the saddest day of my life. It is crazy to think that two years have gone by. When you lose someone you love, the pain shatters your chest and it feels like the world is going to end. Its difficult to accept the fact that years from now youll only be a memory, and for a while, it was hard not to feel guilty for just going on with life. The craziest thing about losing a loved one is the physical pain you feel, and the relentless tightness in your throat to not cry. But now it is different, and even though I will always miss you, and I will always think its so unfair, that piercing pain finally began to subside. When I look back at things, what I really hope, is that in your life and your death, you didnt have any regrets. I want to know that the choices you made, even in the end, were the best for YOU. We had so much planned, and its so sad to think of a life that could have been. You were the kindest, most genuine soul I have ever known. I always thought it was odd to recognize the anniversary of the day someone died. Who would want to remember death? But Ive learned that energy can not be created or destroyed, it only changes. We dont recognize the day you left, we recognize the day you began to walk among us in a different way; in a way us mortals just dont understand yet. We love you Tom. PS, these photos are for you. I know you love this view from my old place as much as me.
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 19:16:32 +0000
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