U brought us in dis world....ALLAH has blessed us as he has chosen u as our medium on earth..... U nvr left anything unfulfilled which we ever wished 4 but left ur wish bak behind..... May b u liked a shirt 4 u n wen u were about 2 buy dat u saw a smaller size thr n imagined me on dat.... U became more happy...... U bought da smaller size...... U were in a meeting in a restaurant n bz cutting ur next big deal.... Din evn noticed wat u ordered 2 eat.... But wen u liked sth u called da waiter.... Without asking da name o da dish u orderd 1 more 4 parcel.... Cuz u wanted us 2 taste dat.... U luv cars.... Infact u baought da 1st car o ur lyf cuz o me..... Cuz i got cold while traveling by baby taxi...... Evn wen u cud by a car 4 ur own u din but baought 4 us...... We din get ur time dat much evr n don have any complaints cuz u were bz working hard 2 secure our future..... U gave us status..... U gave us name n fame...... U taught us manner n how 2 b a gud human being..... U gave us a platform whr we r standing with our face up n being noticed by da socity...... We nvr worried bout luxuries cuz o u, basics r evn so far way.....today whr m I standing cuz o u n ur faith cuz I remember u said someone আমার বড়টা পারবে..... It was ur faith n trust on me..... Wen I ws a kid n someone asked wat u want 2 b wen u grow up, da nxt kids said he wanted 2 b a pilot or an engineer or may b a doctor....... May b they din evn realize wat dos means.... Evn without understanding wat does it mean I used 2 say a businessman like my dad..... I always wanted 2 walk like u, tlk like u, look like u, dress like u, smell like u... Thnaks 2 ALMIGHTY ALLAH he made me luk a bit like u n my voice is a bit like u...... I remember u have a smell o Ur body ,i love like anything.... I used 2 go 2 ur room after u used 2 go out in da morning.... Take ur dat white, orange, blue stripe towel and smell dat..... Used 2 c which soap, shampoo, bodylotion, perfume u used..... Tried using all o dos jst 2 smell a bit like u..... But cudnt come evn a bit closer 2 dat...... Thn realized dat ot was ur body odor.... Not da toiletries...... I can still smell dat body odor o Urs...... U used 2 shout n b angry with me sometimes, I used 2 luk down n cry..... U cudnt say sry straight but after shouting da nxt moment u used 2 call n act vry nrml as if nothing happend a while bak n used give me some work.... I knew dat u felt bad n dats how u said sry.... N I used 2 b vry happy n work 2wice harder thn b4...... Now a days we hardly tlk but I knw if um not in da dining table u luk here n there if um around if not u ask them whr m I????? Wudnt I eat????? I knw how much u love me n u knw how much i do...... I knw u Rnt mad at me at all.... Trust me I wanna stand beside u..... Hold u tight, take all ur pressures, debate with u bout wats happenings in da world, laugh with u, joke with u, drive ur car while u sitting in da nxt seat..... I want 2 neel down b4 u n put my head on ur knee n cry if um upset.... I want 2 hold u tight n convince u if I want sth..... I want 2 fly with u like old times... Go abroad n do lots o shopping n pick up all da bags....Tell u evn da silliest things dat happend da whole day......I want 2 b ur bst frnd..... I knw u want dat 2..... Thn y cant we.... Y cant we break all da ego n b wat we both want..... Um waiting 4 dat morning wen ud wake me up n do exactly wat I said above n wat we both want n think dat watevr happend all dis days was a nightmare........ I need u beside me.... I need ur hand on my shoulder n say Baba, go 4 it.... I knw u can do it I knw u love me da most but u cant express.... Plz through dat ego away..... Um ur son..... Slap me, shout with me..... But I plz pull me bak n hold me tight..... Don ask ppl 2 tell me 2 do sth..... Call me n thn tell me........ U knw Ive grown up..... I do understand world a bit..... But still I need u beside me..... Cuz wen Ill do sth wrng ull encourage me saying no problem, stand up n do it again..... I need u ABBU.... I Love u a lot...... U r my hero..... N would always b..... N I knw 1day Ill wake up n c things how we both want..... N I knw it..... Cuz I knw u......um Ur reflection...... Love u ABBU...... LOVE U A LOT...... :(
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 18:52:29 +0000
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