Unanswered questions, can do a number on you. Although I am no longer in communication with someone, here I sit googling behaviors, signs and symptoms of drug use. If you dont live in the same state with someone and you dont engage in a certain lifestyle, when youre presented with those vague clues, its difficult to pinpoint, especially if the person is professing to love the lord, yada yada, ad infinitum. It leaves you with a lot of self-doubt because you say to yourself, Im an intelligent person, why was I unable to confirm my suspicion, with the things I noticed? How could I have been fooled like that? How did I allow, the effects of whatever it was on that person, manipulate my own emotions? Disappearances a chronic intermittent blowing sound through the nose constant spitting dramatic mood changes that appeared like a split personality memory loss constant lies the revelations that spilled immediately after the person took their sleep meds choice of friends, contrary to professed life This is going to have a dramatic effect on trust with the next person. I know that I am going to react with zero tolerance because I never got a confession, or the answer. All I was told, was that I was negative and too extreme
Posted on: Sat, 08 Mar 2014 22:42:50 +0000
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