Uneasy Why?! Why must it be so? That when Im lured into youre presence I get this overwhelming sensation and happiness inside. A moving of which no one knows Ive tried so hard to resist. Not even you, who knows the way you look at me, carefully, intriguingly, interestingly, lovingly. Or is that just me hoping it to be the way you see me. Trying to forget the good and use the bad as a distraction to keep my heart from leaning towards a sensual pain in which I feel to need and want and have. My words have the utmost truth, and that truth Ive told you. Love, yup, here I am saying it again, I love you, and I hate it. I hate the mystery of your heart not being in sync with mine. Being trapped in something I never thought or imagined I would even have. Being in it alone you find yourself sunken, drowning in a depth of which you THINK you may never recover. One, two, three, four, five times I tried to burn this bridge down to the ground and yet it keeps arising like a beautiful nightmare. A nightmare which deep down Im convinced could be perhaps the sweetest dream I would ever live in. You gave me a word or two, when I first met you,I want to be there for you. I look back and still for some reason hoping and praying its true. But look at you, youre honestly all about you. Ive convinced myself itll be alright, to move on yet deep down inside, none of them are you. The best of friends with the best of help, but NO one understands how I feel about you, probably not even you. So here I am ranting, once again, and though Im done crying over you i still cant lose you. I dont know what other way to explain how much I would ride or die for you, I probably sound stupid even making this whole thing about you, but then again its you, and like I said no one understands how I feel about you, not even you.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Dec 2014 06:37:14 +0000
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