Up early.. earlier than usual but strenuous work outs have made my - TopicsExpress

Up early.. earlier than usual but strenuous work outs have made my bed time at about 6 or 7 pm... I get up at around 3am - work out and what not... crazy life but its something im getting used to as the military provides a similar lifestyle and im not coming short handed.. ;) I take my 1 hour nap at 12pm and continue to workout afterward... bit crazy.. my life has had a drastic overhaul and it seems to suit me pretty well.. No ones up or around to talk to so its a bit therapeutic to deal with certain thoughts and emotions.. more focus and less distraction I should say.. its me and my hobbies against time right now.. ive been jogging under street lights down canals for a while now and I cant describe what it feels like... knowing everyones asleep and im up jogging my irish butt off.. rambling thoughts and emotion.. I swear its therapeutic ... anyways.. I continue to ramble.. im creating a beat to somewhat describe what im going thru doing this... dealing with these thoughts and emotions.... the way a street light looks to be a goal on my jogs just to reach one after another.. it aint a "eye of the tiger" jam but when its done I hope you all will enjoy.. (I need a rosemary, found a full Irish Jade one.. cant wait till this is all over and I can finally retire to a lake some where or a golf course.. :)...crazy life) God Speed