Update 3-31-14 Bearpaw sunk my Battleship. Everything has been building. With little sleep all weekend 3 AM came quick. This is a time I will forever want to forget. We have been battling the medication until the night of the 29th to which made me removed Bearpaw Galindo off the Morphine and Oxycontin. He lost it mentally and sunk my battleship. After the crisis was over and I was sitting in a dingy wandering what to do next. I climbed onto a bigger battleship and loaded every weapon I had. Called in the troops and battened down the hatches so to speak. I removed him off any medication that caused him to see things, hear things and shadows of many. Conversations with no one and think he could fly. I called the Doctor and told him what I did. With instructions and no meds on board he has done back flips with the withdraws and pain. Today I took him to the pain specialist. He did a complete evaluation and have a complete new set of medication and hoping for better results. With a new plan and a new battleship Im back up and running. He has an appointment with Dr Mandell tomorrow to see if the grafts took. At that time I will fill him in on the miss haps. So many things in so many directions sheesh I never thought it would be this crazy. Tonight he is freezing cold and snuggled under every blanket in the house. I have a new escape route too. More phone numbers to call when the crap hits the fan. He have never gotten physical with me, Thank you God but have ducked a coffee cup that missed. So tonight he is sedated. I have to wake him for a bandage change then back to sleep he goes. Im praying real hard all these medications will end soon. WOW no wander people have problems with meds. These are worse then awful. TY everyone for your prayers. To that special person I called this morning, TY TY TY for being there, I thought I was losing it for a second.. I know this to shall pass. :)
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 02:23:21 +0000