WARNING: r a n t i n g. *pouts* Just as you emerge from your apathetic phase, people beat you up. Im not going to go into another identity crisis. I know who I am and I dont want to change for anyone. Yes, Ill probably be more considerate and thoughtful in the future, but I dont want to be more caring or constantly beat myself up for any reason. Do you have any idea what it feels like to care too much? You put yourself out there, risking everything all the time; being entirely vulnerable and at the mercy of others? Im sensitive, thats who I am. I dont speak human - thats who I am. My language is one everyone can understand: love. Its an energy carried from one soul to another through a smile, a gesture, a warm tone of voice and, especially, the gaze. I would never purposely offend or hurt anyone. Everyone who knows me well ought to know that. You would have known if I offended you, because I would do so bluntly and without remorse. Then there are some who think that, because Im an idealist and an optimist or whatever, I idealise and only focus on the good in people. While I do nurture the good and forgive the bad, Im not oblivious to the latter. Being sensitive has that function: to identify the faintest possibilities of injustice and being hurt by them. Yes, even when I dont show it or confront you about it. No one is without fault. So, tell me, why, if you cant forgive me for the simple mistake of becoming defensive, why should I forgive you for assaulting my character time and time again? What is the definition of friendship and love if its not unconditional? *turns into a kitten and hides underneath Nattys bed*
Posted on: Sat, 08 Feb 2014 17:36:53 +0000
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