WHAT SICKENS ME IS HOW WE HAVE SO MANY MISSING MOTHERS OUT HERE - TopicsExpress

WHAT SICKENS ME IS HOW WE HAVE SO MANY MISSING MOTHERS OUT HERE THAT JUST HAVE EXCUSE AFTER EXCUSE TO NOT RAISE THERE OWN CHILDREN...THESE R THE ONES THAT HAVE NO PHYSICAL OR MENTAL DISABILITY JUST PISS POOR EXCUSES OF WHY THEY WONT WOMAN UP AND DO THE RITE THING BY THERE KIDS....N THEN WE HAVE WOMEN LIKE ME I HAVE BEEN HERE 19 YEARS STRONG SACRIFICING,GOING THRU HARDSHIP AFTER HARDSHIP CAUSE I CHOSE TO HAVE CHILDREN AT THE YOUNG TENDER AGE OF 18...BUT THROUGH GODS GRACE MONEYLESS ,HOMLESS, CARLESS AND EVEN SOMETYMES MINDLESS..I HAVE STUCK BY MY CHILDREN WHEN I WAS IN THE STORM N MY MOTHER OFFERED TO TAKE MY KIDS SO I COULD FOCUS ON WEATHERING THE STORM..I TOLD HER NO..WHY BECAUSE I FIGUERED IF MY KIDS SAW ME HIT ROCK BOTTOM N WATCHED ME STAND BACK UP IT WOULD PREPARE THEM FOR THERE FUTURE OF STORMS...AND HOW TO DEAL N NEVER LEAVE OR FORSAKE THIER OWN CHILDREN...I ALWAYS PRIDED MYSELF ON NOT ABANDONING MINE AT ALL COST....NOW 15 YEARS OLD MY YOUNGEST SON HAS PUT A DEATH WISH ON MY HEAD...THIS HAS TO BE ONE OF THE MORE HURTFUL THINGS THAT I HAVE ENDURED FROM MY OWN CHILD....SUDDENLY I DONT RECOGNIZE LIL QUISY ANYMORE...BUT INSPITE OF THE ANGER HE IS HOLDING FOR ME DUE 2 HIS OWN ACTIONS...I STILL LOVE MY CHILD UNCONDITIONALY...THIS WAS A DAY I TRULY COULD HAVE JUST THROWN IN THE TOWEL WITH MY SON...BUT INSTEAD THE CLOUDS OPENED UP N GOD SPOKE AND SAID SPARE THE ROD AND SPOIL THE CHILD...SO BEING OBEDIENT TO THE WORD OF GOD...I PUT IT ON HIM..HE WASNT HAPPY AND STILL HAD SOME WORDS UNDER HIS BREATH HE THOUGHT IT WOULD BE SWEET N I AM INVESTING TYME TO GET SOME HELP IN PLACE FOR HIM...N I DO BELIEVE IN JESUS NAME EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRITE....SO FOR ALL YOU MOMS THAT DONT WANT TO STAY THE COURSE ANYBODY IS RAISING UR CHILD EXCEPT YOU....ONE DAY UR CHILD COULD BE WISHING THOUGHTS OF DEATH ON UR HEAD..I GOTTA TELL U LADIES IT CUT ME LIKE A KNIFE AND I HAVE BEEN HERE FROM THE BEGINNING..IMAGINE HOW YOU THE MIA PARENT WILL FEEL YOUR CHILD MITE HAVE A REASON TO FEEL THAT WAY N SADLY THE CHILD IS PROBALY TELLING THE TRUTH...ALL IM SAYING IS THIS THESE CHILDREN OUR CHILDREN NEED US MORE THAN WE KNOW..STAND BY YOUR KIDS WITHOUT US THEY R NOTHING...N NOBODY IN THIS WORLD IS GONNA LAY THAT MOTHERLY LOVE ON UR CHILD LIKE U WILL...N A BIGSHOUT OUT TO ALL MY LADIES RAISING KIDS THAT U DID NOT BIRTH GOD BLESS U ALL WE DEFINETLY NEED U ALL THE MOST..CAUSE U R THE NEXT BEST THING TO MOM THAT CHILD WILL EVER GET!!!! AND IT TAKES SOMETHIN TO RAISE UR OWN CHILD... N IT TAKES SOMETHIN SPECIAL TO RAISE ONE THAT IS NOT BIOLOGICALY YOUR OWN!!!! KEEP UP THE GREAT WORK!!!! FB PRAY FOR ME N MY QUISY!!!!N OF COURSE FEEL FREE 2 CHIME IN!!!